Cindy-Lou Who

Does the drama never end?

2008-02-19T16:43:52Z

It's been awhile since I've actually updated this thing so I guess today's as good a day as any... even though I'm supposed to be cleaning my house and vehicle cause Kimmy and Erin are coming down in a few hours. I DON'T CARE.. or something. I just want to get this out. I prefer to type cause if I try to talk to somebody I know I'll just start crying and I don't need that. I'm probably making a big deal out of nothing anyway.

My mom has an enlarged kidney, so she went to the doctors for it, they sent her to a specialist. That was damn near 6 months ago. My mom has seen so many specialists and nobody will tell her what's wrong. She said she got a glimpse of the documents the doctors had on her because she was supposed to take it to another doctor.. and being the snoop that my mom is read it on the way. It said something about cancer BUT SHE'S NOT SURE. So she's thinking she has cancer and the doctors won't tell her yes or no. They just say.. call and set up a date with this specialist.. that's all they say. She had an appointment on Monday and they were supposed to tel her what was wrong and what'd they do? "you need to set up an appointment with another specialist.". WHY CAN'T THEY JUST SAY WHAT THEY KNOW!!!!! I'm just pissed off at this whole situation. When she gets the news, whether it's good or bad, I'm kicking the doctor's ass because he waited so fucking long to say anything. I hope and I pray every single day that it's nothing and she'll be fine. AND THE FIRST PERSON THAT SAYS TO ME OH IT'S JUST A KIDNEY I'M KICKING YOUR ASS!! It's not just a kidney. It's my mom and nomatter what something has to be done where there is a chance that something could go wrong, whether it's surgery or whatever. I don't like seeing my mom in pain or in the hospital. That was the last place I saw my grandpa and i hated it.

I just want to sit back and live in my little world where I die before my parents because I don't want to be seperated from them. getting old sucks. ):

In other news. I like my house. It's cute, but my bedroom isn't big enough for all my shit. And I'm sad I'm so far away from everybody, except Mo ofcourse. I have to drive 40 mins to work 4 nights a week. 50 mins to see my parents and pretty much an hour to visit Kimmy and Erin. I need a new vehicle. The one I have isn't going to last much longer. Kim and Erin are coming down here today but they're not going to want to do that all the time. Kim has had her car since we've graduated 8 years ago and she's just now hitting the 50,000 mile mark. SHE DOESN'T DRIVE MUCH. I'm surprised she's coming down here when she was the one who didn't want to drive 15 mins to see me when I lived in Kettering. CRAZY!! But I'm glad they are coming down. It feels great to get back with old friends. Now if I could just get to Danielle and Bunny all will be right with the world. :)

So Kim, Erin, and I hung out on my birthday and we decided since we all have a friend who pretty much ditched us for no reason we would throw a little get together and invite them to see if they come. So we send out our evites and put them from all three of us and much to our surprise they both said they would come. Kristina's just retarded and will say yes to pretty much anything that gives her a chance to talk about herself and make her look "important". As for Melinda, I personally think she just came to see what's going on and probably because I was there. I say this because after it was all said and done with I was the only one that got a comment on facebook say how great it was to me. Kim and Erin got squat! It was funny as hell too cause Erin went to Target and saw Mel and Melinda completely snubbed her. Saw her and turn the other way. lmfao.. FUNNEH! Oh, she's so crazy. It really wouldn't bother me at all if I never saw those two again. Kris doesn't talk to me. She doesn't tell me anything that's going on with her life. Kimmy knows more about her then I do and that's sad because I'm supposed to be the best friend. I was the one that was allwaaayyysss with her. I was the one her daddy threatened every time I went over to the house. I was the one that got whacked with an oar from her dad. I was the one that she came too when she first got Sadie. I was the first for everything.. but I guess times have changed and I'm no longer suitable to be a good friend. The sad thing is I tell myself that all the time. I used to think I was a fun person to be around. I was nice to everybody and I loved making people laugh even if it was because I was the one looking stupid.. but now, I dont know. I just think I bring people down and I'm not fun to be around anymore. Last year was the worst year of my life. I left my best friend in Columbus. We hardly see each other now. She probably hates me now and doesn't even remember who I am. I had no job for the longest time. I lost all love and respect for my sister, which so happens to be the one I'm living with. I can't explain how last year was. It was horrible. Absolutely horrible. I mean it's pretty bad when you're on vacation in one of your favorite cities and you're just sitting in your hotel room drawing pictures of people hanging themselves wishing that they were you. Usually not a good sign.

But now.. I have a good job and it pays really well too. I'm close to my horses so that once it gets warm out I will pretty much be with them most of my time. I'm in a house and not an apartment, which I hate. Apartments suck so bad. I'm working on getting myself a fabulous car that I can pimp around in. Everything is just looking up for me this year. If something goes wrong it's because I fucked it up.

annnywaaaaaaay, I gotta go clean now so I will stop blabbing for now. :)
kissesbitches.

I miss my Danielle. ):

2008-02-01T00:38:20Z

Oh where Oh where has my Danibelle gone? Oh where Oh where could she be? ):

OUCH!! ):

2007-10-22T01:57:40Z

Friday night I was moving my parents into their new home. Everything was going good and as planned but when I got to their house I went through the yard and found a hole....the hard way. I was dark so I couldn't see anything. When I went down my foot and leg made an L shape and my ankle popped. That freaked me out. Not too mention I couldn't move it so I just stayed there for a minute then Sharon and Chrissy had to help me in the house. It hurt so bad taking off my shoe and sock but when I did my ankle was HUGE and the rest of my foot was swollen. So I basically sat there freezing to death while everyone finished emptying the moving truck. I think I sat there for like 2 1/2 hours. Finally at 11:30 we went to Kettering Medical Center because my brother works there and said it wouldn't be busy at all. Jesus, was he lying. By 3 am I was so pissed off that we just left. Missy and Eddie took me to Bethesda which is down by where we live and I was in and out within the hour. I was like WHAT THE HELL!! I'm kicking my brother's ass.
The people at Bethesda were so nice too. If I ever have to go to the hospital again I'll want to go there.

I didn't break my ankle but I strained it. I'm not allowed to put any pressure on it for a few days and then gradually. These crutches are horrible though. I hate them. I should've got a wheel chair.

Party is over

2007-09-25T04:04:05Z

So I start my new job on Monday. I'm kind of nervous because I don't know how to run those machines. ):
I go in on Thursday to fill out my paper work and hopefully that won't take long. I would like to enjoy my last few days of freedom and actually sleeping through the night.
I'm the Lead Production Coordinator at FedEx Kinkos. I work in the CPC which stands for I DON'T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH ANY CUSTOMERS!! OR Commercial Production Center. Either one will work.
I'll be making well enough over the amount that I thought I'd be making so I'm happy about that.
Hopefully this means that things will start to go my way. I've got so much I need to get and do. I'm happy that I can finally do it to.

Right now I'm up in Michigan. Omg, the roads up here suck. Everything's retarded. I miss Ohio's roads. ):
Crazy.
I'm having some fun up here with Elizabeth. My last vacation before work. We are hardcore Wii playing it. <3

I now have to get back to watching Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix.
BYE! <3

Can't enjoy anything.

2007-09-09T00:51:17Z

So I got my tattoo on Friday. Had a great time. It was a blast going there with everyone and the guy was funny as hell and extremely nice too. I ofcourse was the first to go because everyone thought I'd back out if I waited. Which, they might have been right. I like to freak myself out a lot. At first it hurt but then it got better. It stung like a bitch but it's the next day and I'm fine. I like it. Then everyone else went. I found it funny how Jess kept staring at me asking me if I wanted to hold her hand when she went up and was almost in tears. It hurt but not enough to cry over. So I made fun of her for that. We got pictures then we went to Frickers for dinner and that's when everything went downhill.

It started storming and then Mo called me to ask me what all the symbols meant and I told her and then she hung up on me because she was pissed we didn't get anything that symbolized her. I got very upset. Out of EVERYBODY I'm the closest with her. We do everything together. We are so alike it's scary and for me hurting her feelings wasn't something I wanted to do. As soon as Chrissy asked me what was wrong I broke down. I couldn't take it. I just let down someone who is so important to me and it never occured to me to get something for her. Yeah, there is a symbol for each person who GOT the tattoo. But she's been in the group of friends for over 16 years so there should've been something for her. Nobody can understand that. All they say is "well we told her it's only for the people who get the tattoo." But we should also respect the fact that she doesn't want a tattoo on her body and we should've got it anyway. So I understand why she's upset. And she didn't have to say anything to me when she hung up. I knew exactly what was in her mind and how she was feeling and I think that's when it hit me and I started crying. I'm such a retard. I've never cried out in a public place like that before. I always stare at the people who do that and say wtf, mate?

Jess saw it from my point of view. Chrissy on the other hand doesn't like to look at shit from anybody's point of view except her own so she was her normal bitchy self. "well we told her if she didn't get the tattoo she didn't get a symbol." Amy understood to an extent. We got into it at her house today about the situation. Apparently I was acting as though I wished I hadn't got the tattoo which is completely false. I actually really like it and know that I can stand the pain so if I want to get another one. I had a great night and the tattoo turned out perfectly the way we wanted it too. I can't exactly remember what was said but I know Jess said something about us hurting Mo's feelings and then Amy started Crying saying she never meant to hurt her feelings and that Mo hurt her feelings when she didn't even show up for Makayla's delivery. That's when she started getting choked up and crying.
Now I have a spot for Missy's symbol. All she has to do is tell me what she wants and I'll get it on their when Candice gets hers done. I'm also thinking about getting another one on my other foot just for me and her. I really do think it is retarded that I have something for everyone except the person I'm closest with. She doesn't have to get it. She's just going to help me pick it out and it'll have our initials on it. I may get it for myself for my birthday. I should money by then. So I have time to pick it out.

Everybody is hurting each other and nobody is meaning to. It's got to stop. I don't like being the person in the middle. I don't go to ones house and talk shit about the other and vise versa. I mean, we're not in high school anymore. It's getting to be ridiculous.
Everyone misses Missy. I know because they've talked to me about it because I'm the "only one that ever sees her". And when I tell them to tell her that they say she never answers her phone and they don't like talking to an answering machine. Then I'm sure Missy would say something like "they never call". Well, except for Chrissy. I know she gotta be thinking she wishes chrissy would lose her number because that bitch calls A LOT. lol.

Oi, it's just a big mess. And even Jim is in on it. He misses his bestfriend and it's kind of crazy how they went from hanging out every single Sunday to not seeing each other at all. He asked us today if he thought Eddie would hang out with him tomorrow since he's off and I'm like I don't know. I can't answer for him. He may have plans and he may not.

All this crap just makes me sad. I remember when we were all together having a blast laughing our asses off. We can do that again if people would just put there fucking pride aside and talk to one another. I want to have an awesome bonfire again with everyone. I want to have a girls day or night out and just giggle all over myself. I want us all to get together and play cards or Wii bowling. I want Mo to have a kid and I want that kid to be Jessika and Makayla's best friend. Just like Jim and Eddie were growing up.

Is any of this too much to ask for?
I love everybody but I'm damn sick of having to choose who to hang out with. Granted, I would choose Missy over them I don't like to be put in that position.

..yeah, I'm gonna say it. CAN'T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG?

:/

tattooness

2007-09-07T13:46:58Z

So I saw a movie that I really loved. Pride & Prejudice. The latest version. I'm a sucker for some awesome kick ass love stories and I loved this one so muchos!! Sometime this weekend I may purchase the book and read it. It doesn't hurt that the guy in the movie is the cutest thing I've seen AND HE'S SHY!!! KAWAIIIIII

Anyway, today is friday. Tattoo day. I'm scared it's going to hurt like a bitch. I tried to get out of it. Didn't work. I was told that I would be disowned. I'm going to be pissed if it doesn't turn out. To be quite honest the only reason I'm getting this one is to see if I can actually stand the pain so I know if I want to get the one I want on my wrist. I'm so smart. I would like to get mine with Bunny and Danielle buuuut if they get theirs before I get mine then so be it. I still want one there.

Anywho, I have to go pick up some blank DVDs. Latah.

The good...and the bad. Oh, and I can't forget the ugly. x=

2007-08-30T04:43:03Z

Was pretty great.

Saturday I went swimming and we took Makayla too. She was so cute. We bought her a little blow up boat for the water and she loved it. We only stayed there for about an hour because she shit all over herself and it was about to rain. That's ok, but we left a man behind. I couldn't find the little monkey ball. ):
We said a monkey prayer for him.

Then we headed back to Jess's to get dressed and go to the store. It was LJ's birthday and he got A WII!!!! woooo...
We all had a Wii bowling tournament. It was great fun. There were about 12 of us playing. It was pretty crazy and a lot of fun. Fuck regular bowling, I got a new thing. Moonlight bowling you say? pff.. turn the Wii on, hit the lights, and give me some music and I got it in the comfort of my own home. Pretty sweet, nya? mhmm..
I got the highest score. 209. I'm kick ass. oh yes!

Then Sunday I got my ass woke up early by Mo. Her, Sharon, and myself went to Kinkos to make copy of her wedding pictures. Good God!~ Eddie's sisters are like fucking stalkers. Now, it was my sister that got married just like it was their brother that got married. The only difference is I DIDN'T MAKE A LIST OF 235235 PICTURES TO GET COPIED FOR MYSELF. And some of the pics they wanted were crazy. I'm tellin' you...STALKERS! beware..
I wasn't in too good of a mood on Sunday morning though. I had a fever and I felt like shit. It was like a hangover WITHOUT the alcohol. and wtf? ):
After Kinkos I went to my parents to get ready for the play and to meet Elizabeth and David for dinner. My mom made us dinner because she wanted to. It was delicious. We all enjoyed it. Then we headed out for BlueJacket.

The play was pretty good. It got better as it went on but it started a bit slow. The best part of it was Death. That guy was so awesome. Just appearing out of nowhere on that damn gorgeous horse. He was my favorite BESIDES LUCAS ...ofcourse. lol. He did a great job too. It was the last showing so they were all doing a meet and greet afterwards so we ran out to see Lucas and he was so excited and happy to see us. I was so happy I went to support him. Not to mention he hugged me TWICE and he was half naked in his little indian costume. mmmmm..
He's actually going to be in Sleepy Hollow which plays all next month and we'll be going to that one too. He was happy to hear that too. I can't wait to see him act again.

And I had a great time with Elizabeth and David. Too bad they had to go back up to Michigan the next day. ):
I'll see them in a few weeks so it's ok.

Now this weekend I'll be heading up to Danielle's to have some fun!! ..if I can. If this manager at this new job wants me in next week then I won't be able to go up. I'll find out for sure tomorrow and then I'll be able to call Danielle and discuss it all.
I just don't want to cancel because I know she's looking forward to this and it's going to make me feel sooo bad. SOOO HOPEFULLY everything will work out.

On another note. I'm so fucking pissed off at Sharon I can't see straight. I'm so sick of her shit and quite frankly I really don't have to put up with it. Once she moves out I'm done with her. I want absolutely nothing to do with that jackass..ever! I hope she does move out of state. She said if she does she's never coming back. I SAY BUH BYE!

Lawrence<3

2007-06-06T01:36:56Z

I love you so much and I miss talking to you!! I just wanted you to know I haven't forgotten about you! You're my little skeeter-bug! As soon as I get on a comp with access to AIM we'll rock it out, k?

<3333

le sigh

2007-05-10T05:44:05Z

It's been awhile since I've wrote in this.
I went to Philadelphia and Detroit last month. It was great except for the whole going there to see JJ Redick play only to find him in a suit warming the bench. ):
I was so sad. Didn't get any good shots of him. I think it was just a bad time to go in general. Friday the 13th. Come on now. Nothing went our way. They gave our hotel room away after we had reservations for over 2 weeks. Jessy was the Guest of the day at the hotel as well and yet they couldn't take care of our hotel. So we had to wait an hour and half for one to be cleaned. It was 6am by the time we got to bed. ):
The day was good. Chrissy was seriously PMSing and was a complete bitch to me so I was one right back to her. She thinks I should bow down and kiss her ass but it doesn't work that way. To tell you the truth I'm completely done with her. I had a great time in Philly but she brought the mood way down.

Detroit was lots of fun! I got to see Elizabeth and she was so excited! We had a lot of fun and played the Wii a lot! I love it. I need one. It's so great. I should've took hers. lol. I can't wait til I go up and visit her on my own later this summer! It's going to be a blast. I see lots of alcohol in our future! haha!

that was my trip.
Now I'm getting ready to go on my vacation with the family. Outer Banks, North Carolina. We have an extra bedroom. I wish I knew a friend that would want to come. But they'd have to drive their own car because we can't fit anymore in ours. ):

Last weekend was teh worst for me. We all got together to discuss vacation stuff and Chrissy decides she wants to ring on me the entire time. She doesn't deserve this or she doesn't deserve that. Jeremiah worked for what he got. She didn't. BLAH BLAH BLAH.. She was so hateful. I couldn't believe everything that was coming out of her mouth. It seriously broke my heart. She was suppposed to be my favorite sister. The one that's most like me and a fellow Duke lover. I really don't like her. It was to the point where I had to leave the room. Any chance she got she said something about me. I think I spent two hours in the computer room alone just crying. I could hear everything that was being said through the walls. I could hear her saying I don't care if she's crying..I don't care.
I moved down here for this bitch. I quit my job. I left the best people I know and have ever met to FUCKING COME DOWN HERE! She doesn't appreciate it. She never did. When I first came down here She's like I didn't tell you to leave Columbus.
.....
Little does she know after vacation I'm looking for my own place. I'm living alone for awhile. I like the apartment complex I'm in and it's only like 4 osmething a month for a one bedroom. That's pretty good so I think I'm going to apply for one myself. I'm absolutely done with her. I want nothing to do with her. I'm supposed to go get my nails done next Thursday with her and Mo. I'm not going. I won't be mean or nasty like she is but I'm not going to spark a conversation with her. She asks a question I'll answer with the least amount of words as possible. I don't want to live with Sharon so I hope she doesn't ask because I'll have to tell her no. I want to be by myself. I wasn't going to go on this vacation but Eddie and Mo said they'd make me and they'd be mad if I didn't go and that I shouldn't let that dumb bitch ruin my vacation. So I'm going to go and I'm going to enjoy myself. Fuck her. She's stupid anyway.

Let's talk about something fun now.
The horses are great. I'm with them pretty much every single day. They're starting to trust me and love me. I've even got the pony to come to me...when he wants. ;D
He still comes though and let's me pet him. I want to walk around with him more and get him to trust me. He's so cute and the horses are mean to him but when they are seperated they don't like it. lol. Trixie and Sunny went out riding the other day and Dandy just stood at the fence making noises and waiting for them. So I went out there and walked him around the pasture and we talked. He's a great little pony that looks like Tina Turner. LOL.
Trixie, she's a great horse. The biggest attention whore I've ever seen in my life. lol.
I was out there brushing Sunny off because she needed some help getting her winter coat off and before I know it Trixie wiggled her way between Sunny and myself. So I had to give her some attention and then go back to Sunny. She deffinitely makes things more difficult but that's ok because she's so beautiful and a great horse. I've never seen a pure bred Tennessee Walker that's a paint. She's awesome. <3
Sunny, the biggest Tennessee Walker I've ever seen in my life. This horse looks like a mixture between a Quarter Horse and a Thoroughbred. She's a big girl. Doesn't even look like a TW even though she is a pure bred as well. Eddie is hoping to one day breed her and I can't wait to see the colt.

Those are my babies I hang out with everyday. Jealous? You should be because they're great!!! <3
I'll be going riding tomorrow night out in the pasture. Mostly working with my sister. She's not used to horseback riding and we're going to be going trail riding soon so we have to get her used to it.
We went to a horsecamp tonight just to check it out and on the way there (Waynesville) we past this place who had their horses in a regular fence. Something you'd put a cow in and there wasn't much space but that's not what got me. Those horses were so freaking skinny it freaked me out. I've never actually seen a horse that thin. Only on Animal Planet on those Animal Cops shows. I wish I would've got the address. I would've called and turned them in. I was just so shocked at the site of the horses and they're in the front of the house so everybody can see them as they drive past so hopefully they won't be there for long.

S'all I got. Life sucks and then I look at the horses and it puts a smile on my face. At least I have something to smile about.

Philidelphia/Detroit Bound!!

2007-03-19T01:13:38Z

So as I've stated before I'll be going to Philadelphia next month. Now we must throw in Detroit! Last night my sister and friend found out that there will be a Joey Mac concert in Detroit. Now I'm not a fan but I'll get a chance to see my friend who moved up there and away from me. ):
It's going to be great stuff. We'll probably leave Philly Saturday after the game and drive the 9 hours straight to Detroit. Elizabeth is going to let us stay with her so that's great and we don't have to waste money on a hotel! It'll be lots of fun even if I don't want to see this person perform. I can get some yummy drinks!!! mmmmmm

Joey Mcintyre(sp) for those of you who are like who? is a former member of that crazy boy band New Kids on the Block. LOL. YES! MY SISTERS ARE STILL OBSESSED!!! It's crazy. They started jumping up and down when they saw it on his website. x:
He can't be TOO bad. Afterall, he does have a "Mc" in his name!!! ;D

LOL

It's Official

2007-03-16T04:09:27Z

I won't be going to Duke in May. My sister won't shut the fuck up about us not wanting her to go with us so now she's going. I'm so mad I can't see straight. Chrissy and I have decided that she'd do nothing but bring us down and put us in a bad mood down there and that's something that just isn't allowed when you're at Duke. Have I mentioned that I'm pissed?

I BLEED BLUE, I SWEAR!!1

2007-03-10T18:14:08Z

And not gay bob blue, either! LOL. As my sister would say.

I bought something online yesterday. It's awesome and ofcourse it's Duke. eeeee
It's a little beanie that says Got McRoberts? on it!! I got so excited when I saw it. I was going to buy the Got Redick? but then I saw this one. I'll get Redick next. I just can't wait til I get it. It will be on my head 24/7. When I cut all my hair off I'm going to look bald. x:
But I don't care. I'll still wear it!

April
I'm going to be purchasing my Orlando tickets here within the next two weeks. We get our hotel free again this year!! I'm sad that it's not the Holiday Inn Express where we stayed at last year in Philidelphia but I think this one is good too. It's only a few streets down. Mariott or something. I just like them because they are right in the middle of the city and we can just go out and walk around. I love Philly. I don't know why but I love it. Actually I do know why. It's awesome. Walking around that city at night with everything lit up is amazing. This year I will drag somebody into that Subway with me. Those pussies wouldn't go down there with me last year. LOL. I was so sad when I left last year and now I get to go back. Not to see my Blue Devils but at least I get to see a former Blue Devil. And a Darn tootin' good one at that. JJ Redick!!! AHH!!! 2 years in a row seeing him live? How lucky am I? I just with I was seeing my Dukies again. But that shall wait til next year. Or May? =O

May
Oh man. This was almost a disaster. The plan was Chrissy and myself would rent a car so we can leave 2 days early and go down to Durham and look around at Duke for a day and then head over to the Outer Banks for our vacation. Sharon, my other sister, was supposed to rent a car and go down through Virgina with my brother so they can look at those ships my brother wants to see or something. Then Eddie and Missy are renting a car for themselves. We're all supposed to meet up on Saturday at our house down at the Outer Banks. Then Sharon decided to change her mind and say she was coming with me and Chrissy and sending Jeremiah with Eddie and Missy. Uh..no.

1. She's annoying.
2. She's a liar.
3. She's not a Duke fan.
4. SHE'S NOT A DUKE FAN.

All she'll do is bring us down. It's not going to happen. After we told her no and she complained and said WELL I JUST WON'T GO THEN she decided she should rent her own car again. lol. Which is good because Jeremiah was telling me he was looking forward to going and seeing those ships. Sharon is good at getting your hopes up and watching them come crashing down.

Anyway, enough of that crap. It's all figured out and now it's back to the original team. AHHH!!! I can't wait to go back there!! I loved the campus or at least what I saw the last time I was there!! I'm trying to figure stuff out. I'm supposed to be in charge of directions and tours or whatever. I don't even know if they have tours. I guess I'll have to find out. It should be a lot of fun.

February '08'
Duke/UNC baby!! I WILL BE THERE!!!
..hopefully.
That's the plan anyway. I'm saving up for that game and I will try my hardest to be at Cameron Indoor for that game!! I figured the tickets are going to be around $1500.00. Hopefully it won't be anymore then that. If I do go there....I can die a happy happy girl. And I do mean Happy! It will be AMAZING!! I will have so many pictures and videos!!! I need to buy more memory cards! lol. AND THEN hopefully I'll be able to do this all again THE FOLLOWING February!! I want to be there for McPaulus' Senior Night!!!

Dude, I'm so poor after all this. ):

=)

Waiting

2007-03-10T17:49:18Z

So I'm just sitting here waiting for Jess to come over. She's at Walmart right now chewing some people out. LOL. She went in for an oil change or tire rotation. I think that's it. They tore apart one of her thingies for her tire and now she can't drive it and all they said was, "we'll tow to where you want". So basically she's supposed to pay for something they did. Needless to say she's not happy so she's there right now going all ape shit on them. Is that right? If you take your car somewhere and they completely screw it up and TELL YOU THEY DID and then pretty much tell you that you have to pay for it would you be mad? I'd be freaking furious! Oh well.

I talked to Danielle the other day. She would like me to move back up to Columbus and live with her and TyTy. I've got until August or September to decide so I'm not too focused on it right now. Although, it is on my mind. It would be great to be back up there with my friends. Speaking of which I have to call her today. We're supposed to discuss something.

Ok, Just talked to my friend and they will be paying for the damages they did to her car. lol. Today is going to be a fun day!!

..

Fed Up and thank yous.

2007-02-01T04:02:43Z

I'm so sick of my sister and everything she does or lack there of. She's the one that wants to leave fucking Columbus like her ass is on fire but she sure isn't doing anything to be ready for it. Today is Wednesday evening and we get the moving truck on Friday. I have a few more things that I need to do in my bedroom but it's nothing big. She hasn't done shit. She says she has her room packed up but who knows and she was off today and nothing is done with the living room at all. She tried to tell me she was dealing with the tree. yeah the fuck right. all she did was take the ornaments off AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN GET THEM ALL!!! Jesus. Chrissy is supposed to come up on Friday and help out. She's already told that if everything isn't ready she's just turning her happy ass around and leaving and I don't blame her one bit. I asked her why she wants to move in with Sharon again and she said she was thrown offgaurd when Sharon said it and didn't have a chance.

I'm actually really nervous, sad, and excited all at the same time. I said goodbye to Joe tonight and possibly Norris, but he said he'd come in and see me tomorrow. He better!! I said goodbye to Sandy. I'm going to miss her. ): And Bunny is coming in to see me tomorrow as well! Then I work with Doug and Dianna tomorrow night so I'll have to say goodbye to them then. I'm going to miss Doug. He's an awesome guy and we were just starting to rock together. :/ I guess I can say my goodbyes here..

Danielle, what can I say about you. You were my first friend up here and the best one of them all. You and Bunny. We WILL stay in contact dispite what you think. ^_-
Thank you for being such a great friend and keeping me in line all this time. Although I don't think it was a straight line. I love you, girl!

Bunny, I love my bunny rabbit. I don't think I will ever EVER meet someone like you. I will miss you very much and you need to get over your fear and COME SEE ME!!!

Joe, You are so awesome!! I love you like a brother! You are one of the most amazing guys I've ever met. Mary is an extremely lucky girl to have found you and vise versa.
Mary, we've only met a few times but I know a lot about you because YOU'RE JUST LIKE ME. Apparently. LOL!! You are a beautiful young lady and I wish you and Joe nothing but the best.

Dianna, I seriously don't remember being an ass to you when you started. But it is kind of funny! You are a great Lady and you need to just be happy!! A lot of people will piss you off and know how to push your buttons (family is a good example) but don't let them get to you! We will go to Egypt one day!!! k? I love you! Rock on!

Doug, ahhh, my little Doug. My little Adam Brody! LOL! You are an amazing guy and you are going to do so many amazing things with your life....once you get over the alcohol phase. lol. I really hope we keep in touch because I would like to be your friend for a long time!

Sandy, the best manager most definetely and also the best all around person I've ever met. You crazy lady! You mean the world to me and I can't wait for you to visit us and go horseback riding!

Tyty, I'd never forget you. We haven't hung out much but I do give you the stamp of approval!!!

Hilary, omg my baby's momma!!!! GOODLUCK ON YOUR NEW LIFE!!!!! It's going to be hard at times but it'll be worth it when you look into that baby's eyes!!! I love you girl!!! Take care!!

Katie and Olga, take care of Danielle while I'm not up here.

annnndd... Norris. ):
I'm going to miss you sooooooo much. You ARE the perfect guy and you will make someone very very happy one day!!!! I love you so much and I wish you all the best in the world!! I really hope we keep in touch.

If I've forgotten anybody it's not my fault. Katie Karnes! You spunky little girl. I love you!! umm... Brandyn! You rock! So much!

OMG BEN I'M GOING TO MISSSSS YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!

...haha NOT! YOU'RE SUCH A FAGGOT!! I HATE YOU!!

You're a mean one, Mr. Grinch!

2006-12-19T06:01:27Z

HOW THE GRINCH STOLE CHRISTMAS
by
Dr Seuss

Grinch Every Who
Down in Who-ville
Liked Christmas a lot...

But the Grinch,
Who lived just North of Who-ville,
Did NOT!

The Grinch hated Christmas!
The whole Christmas season!
Now, please don't ask why. No one quite knows the reason.
It could be that his head wasn't screwed on quite right.
It could be, perhaps, that his shoes were too tight.
But I think that the most likely reason of all
May have been that his heart was two sizes too small.

But,
Whatever the reason,
His heart or his shoes,
He stood there on Christmas Eve, hating the Whos,
Staring down from his cave with a sour, Grinchy frown
At the warm lighted windows below in their town.
For he knew every Who down in Who-ville beneath
Was busy now, hanging a mistleoe wreath.

"And they're hanging their stockings!" he snarled with a sneer.
"Tomorrow is Christmas! It's practically here!"
Then he growled, with his grinch fingers nervously drumming,
"I MUST find a way to keep Christmas from coming!"
For, tomorrow, he knew...

...All the Who girls and boys
Would wake up bright and early. They'd rush for their toys!
And then! Oh, the noise! Oh, the noise! Noise! Noise! Noise!
That's one thing he hated! The NOISE! NOISE! NOISE! NOISE!

Then the Whos, young and old, would sit down to a feast.
And they'd feast! And they'd feast!
And they'd FEAST! FEAST! FEAST! FEAST!
They would start on Who-pudding, and rare Who-roast-beast
Which was something the Grinch couldn't stand in the least!

And THEN
They'd do something he liked least of all!
Every Who down in Who-ville, the tall and the small,
Would stand close together, with Christmas bells ringing.
They'd stand hand-in-hand. And the Whos would start singing!

They'd sing! And they'd sing!
AND they'd SING! SING! SING! SING!
And the more the Grinch thought of the Who-Christmas-Sing
The more the Grinch thought, "I must stop this whole thing!
"Why for fifty-three years I've put up with it now!
I MUST stop Christmas from coming!
...But HOW?"

Then he got an idea!
An awful idea!
THE GRINCH
GOT A WONDERFUL, AWFUL IDEA!

"I know just what to do!" The Grinch Laughed in his throat.
And he made a quick Santy Claus hat and a coat.
And he chuckled, and clucked, "What a great Grinchy trick!
"With this coat and this hat, I'll look just like Saint Nick!"

"All I need is a reindeer..."
The Grinch looked around.
But since reindeer are scarce, there was none to be found.
Did that stop the old Grinch...?
No! The Grinch simply said,
"If I can't find a reindeer, I'll make one instead!"
So he called his dog Max. Then he took some red thread
And he tied a big horn on top of his head.

Max THEN
He loaded some bags
And some old empty sacks
On a ramshakle sleigh
And he hitched up old Max.

Then the Grinch said, "Giddyap!"
And the sleigh started down
Toward the homes where the Whos
Lay a-snooze in their town.

All their windows were dark. Quiet snow filled the air.
All the Whos were all dreaming sweet dreams without care
When he came to the first house in the square.
"This is stop number one," The old Grinchy Claus hissed
And he climbed to the roof, empty bags in his fist.

Then he slid down the chimney. A rather tight pinch.
But if Santa could do it, then so could the Grinch.
He got stuck only once, for a moment or two.
Then he stuck his head out of the fireplace flue
Where the little Who stockings all hung in a row.
"These stockings," he grinned, "are the first things to go!"

Then he slithered and slunk, with a smile most unpleasant,
Around the whole room, and he took every present!
Pop guns! And bicycles! Roller skates! Drums!
Checkerboards! Tricycles! Popcorn! And plums!
And he stuffed them in bags. Then the Grinch, very nimbly,
Stuffed all the bags, one by one, up the chimney!

Then he slunk to the icebox. He took the Whos' feast!
He took the Who-pudding! He took the roast beast!
He cleaned out that icebox as quick as a flash.
Why, that Grinch even took their last can of Who-hash!

Then he stuffed all the food up the chimney with glee.
"And NOW!" grinned the Grinch, "I will stuff up the tree!"

And the Grinch grabbed the tree, and he started to shove
When he heard a small sound like the coo of a dove.
He turned around fast, and he saw a small Who!
Little Cindy-Lou Who, who was not more than two.

The Grinch had been caught by this little Who daughter
Who'd got out of bed for a cup of cold water.
She stared at the Grinch and said, "Santy Claus, why,
"Why are you taking our Christmas tree? WHY?"

But, you know, that old Grinch was so smart and so slick
He thought up a lie, and he thought it up quick!
"Why, my sweet little tot," the fake Santy Claus lied,
"There's a light on this tree that won't light on one side.
"So I'm taking it home to my workshop, my dear.
"I'll fix it up there. Then I'll bring it back here."

And his fib fooled the child. Then he patted her head
And he got her a drink and he sent he to bed.
And when Cindy-Lou Who went to bed with her cup,
HE went to the chimney and stuffed the tree up!

Then the last thing he took
Was the log for their fire.
Then he went up the chimney himself, the old liar.
On their walls he left nothing but hooks, and some wire.

And the one speck of food
The he left in the house
Was a crumb that was even too small for a mouse.

Then
He did the same thing
To the other Whos' houses

Leaving crumbs
Much too small
For the other Whos' mouses!

It was quarter past dawn...
All the Whos, still a-bed
All the Whos, still a-snooze
When he packed up his sled,
Packed it up with their presents! The ribbons! The wrappings!
The tags! And the tinsel! The trimmings! The trappings!

Three thousand feet up! Up the side of Mount Crumpit,
He rode to the tiptop to dump it!
"Pooh-pooh to the Whos!" he was grinch-ish-ly humming.
"They're finding out now that no Christmas is coming!
"They're just waking up! I know just what they'll do!
"Their mouths will hang open a minute or two
"The all the Whos down in Who-ville will all cry BOO-HOO!"

"That's a noise," grinned the Grinch,
"That I simply must hear!"
So he paused. And the Grinch put a hand to his ear.
And he did hear a sound rising over the snow.
It started in low. Then it started to grow...

But the sound wasn't sad!
Why, this sound sounded merry!
It couldn't be so!
But it WAS merry! VERY!

He stared down at Who-ville!
The Grinch popped his eyes!
Then he shook!
What he saw was a shocking surprise!

Every Who down in Who-ville, the tall and the small,
Was singing! Without any presents at all!
He HADN'T stopped Christmas from coming!
IT CAME!
Somehow or other, it came just the same!

And the Grinch, with his grinch-feet ice-cold in the snow,
Stood puzzling and puzzling: "How could it be so?
It came without ribbons! It came without tags!
"It came without packages, boxes or bags!"
And he puzzled three hours, `till his puzzler was sore.
Then the Grinch thought of something he hadn't before!
"Maybe Christmas," he thought, "doesn't come from a store.
"Maybe Christmas...perhaps...means a little bit more!"

And what happened then...?
Well...in Who-ville they say
That the Grinch's small heart
Grew three sizes that day!
And the minute his heart didn't feel quite so tight,
He whizzed with his load through the bright morning light
And he brought back the toys! And the food for the feast!
And he...

...HE HIMSELF...!
The Grinch carved the roast beast!

People

2006-09-05T04:22:42Z

I hate people.

..with a passion.

Me

2006-08-22T23:51:37Z

I don't know. My life is crazy, it's good, and it sucks all at the same time. Why do I always fall for the people I can't have? And the people that are way too good for me? I need to stop doing this to myself. Every guy I know is now just considered a friend to me. I don't want to sit and wonder what he's doing or who he's with. It's not going to do me any good. Just going to make me more depressed.

I want to go back to school but I'm too afraid. I don't like change but I really want to do this so I guess I'll have to get over it. Easier said then done.

Man, I suck. :\

nothingness

2006-06-29T17:13:15Z

AH!

I completely forgot I had a livejournal! =XX
I must update it for fear of getting my ass kicked! >.>

Nothing is really going on with me. I bought the new Guster and Keane cds!!! wOOt!! wOOt!!! I love them! They are great! I need to make copies of Guster to give to Danielle and Bunny for when I drag them to see Guster with me!!! =DD If they do come. If not I'll just be chillin with Sharon. THAT'S FUN!!! *coughcoughnotcoughcough*

But if I do get their tickets I'll be super happy!

I have nothing to chitter chatter about expect my bestest buddy LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE THE CLEANING BOY AT SEARS!!! omg! It's crazy! crzy crzy i say it's crzy

Fuckin' Barb. D:<

Ok, that's all I got for now. Time to go to work!! Peace out!!!

Dukeness

2006-02-03T05:00:22Z

Ok. So they played BC last night. OMG! I fell off the bed. Got a charlie horse in my leg, and was hitting the tv all while yelling. It was a interesting game. But I still <3 them oh so much.

I got my Duke tickets. I leave on the 23rd and come back on the 27th or something. I can't remember. It's going to be so freaking awesome!!!!
My sister called me today to inform me that our reservations for the hotel is set and ready for us!!! We are 3 miles for the Wachovia Center! My sister's friend payed for the hotel as a bday gift for my sis! wOOt! But we have to pay for Thursday night. That's ok though. She also asked if she could go and I think it's because she wants to see Chrissy after the game. She may be a little more excited then me because she's been a fan since the early 90's. Either way, it's going to be great! So now her friend is going and she's trying to get HER sister to come with us and if they both come it's going to be off the hook. Putting me with those two is just asking for trouble. It's going to be fun and Pictures will be taken every 5 mins of the trip and I want to at least get one pic of all the starters and the coaches and such. I'm going to have a good scrap book!! Words can not express how excited I am for this. Plus, I'll be out of Ohio!! wOOt! but then I'll be back. :(

Went apartment hunting today. Sharon is a fucking crazy ass driver! I think I got whiplash! =X
No offense to Sharon or anything but she doesn't pick the best of spots to live. She put us on the West Side for Christ Sake. >.<
So, I have to be with her at all times when picking and she is to not make any decisions without me. When we get the new place we'll have a day of fun and PS2 playin', Danielle. ^_- no worries!
We got a few numbers. Called a place or two and is supposed to go see one on Sat in Dublin but I have to work and she's not going to make any decisions without me, remember? So, we're not even going to worry about that one. I think it's just like this place I'm in now anyway, which isn't what we want. We want something that's going to have the gas and such included into the rent. I saw these apartments I liked but you didn't have your own entrance so we not even going to try with them. Makes me sad because they looked nice. oh well. There are a couple in Westerville that we are going to look at tomorrow so maybe we'll find something then. Sharon's making me get up early on my day off to go look. *anger*
But oh well. Someplace new will be nice. I don't know if I'll tell my friends. They don't even come visit me here. They say it's "too far" of a drive. I would drive for hours to visit them and they say an hour is too far to drive? The only buddy I got that plays with me up here is Kristina!

N E WAYZZZZZ!

I'm looking forward to this summer. I really want to be outside more then I was last year and possibly get a tan. :D .. or just burn. either one.
I'm looking forward to playing more tennis and be outside on awesome days because for some odd reason I enjoy just sitting outside and enjoying the fresh air and atmosphere! I'm weird like that. >.>

I want a dog. I"m praying that Sharon's dies soon or they get lost or she realizes that they suck and she gets rid of them. OH GOD! That would be awesome. I want to get me a Great Dane and name it Duke! Freaking awesome! Either Duke or Maximus! It'll probably be Duke. :3

ok. i'm just blabbing now. How was this Danielle? Gooda? Goot!

Peace out, yozzz!

weird

2006-01-21T03:38:59Z

I'm not used to livejournal. I don't know if I'll be here much. ' '/

Anyway, today was an annoying day. I got off work at 1 then left with my sis to go to my other sister's work down in Cincinnati. Then came back up here and went to pay the cable bill and by the time I got home it was Fing 7:30. My day was shot and it was so beautiful too! It's ok. I'm off Sunday and Monday!!! Can't wait!! :3

OK! My first journal I guess I should talk about myself.

I actually don't know what to say. Born and raised in Ohio. Moved up here to West Jeff last June. It's pretty shitty. The neighbors are fucking nuts. I try not to look them in the eye for fear of them saying, "HEY THEERRRRR, CUMMM ERNN OVARR HERRR AND CHAAT WIT ME!"
I'm a jewelry associate at Sears! It's ok. There are a few people there I look forward to seeing when I go in and I barely see them since I transfered!

SHOUT OUUUUUUUUUT!!!!! BIGG D, DANNNNNIYEEEEELLLLL, KATKATKATIEEE!!

ok, I'm done. *cough*

I'm a big music person!!! I love it!!! Without my music I would almost die! ALMOST! My current favorites would be The pixes, Guster, Phantom Planet, Radiohead, Franz Ferdinand, Muse, The Veronicas, Saving Jane, Fall Out Boy. eh, there are others but this is all I'm going to put! I'm in love with the pixies right now! They are so freaking awesome!!! <3<3<3

I'm bored and tired of writing. This is all you get today!